He finds no joy


"No Joy"
(Ink on paper, newspaper, 2008)

When I did this around the same time last year, I had no reason to come up with it.
But now, a year later, I do.
Yet whether or not I knew why, one doesn't have to see these words in the news to know that it's likely too late to turn things around.

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Meeting Tom

Guess who came by earlier this week to disturb my peace?

Tom and his rubber friends.
Okay... at least one of them is kinda plastic.

From left: Bossy Bear, Rubber Duck, me, and Tom.
The Merlion is in the background. It was half-sunny that day. Right at the place where Michael and I were when The Day You Went Away by M2M came on (long story).


No idea why he wanted to do this shot but I made sure it was as perfect as possible.
I suggested that he may as well go into the water and get a little hydro-massage.
The water was murky.... mmmm... Tom likes.


For those who don't know Tom, he's sometimes from Canada and sometimes from Hong Kong. When he visited he came from Hong Kong. We've been online contacts for a couple of years and we knew each other back in maybe 2002 or so... the M2M days. M2M: Norwegian duo who is now split into Marion Raven and Marit Larsen. I'm not so much of a fan these days (I pretty much grew out of that kind of music) but I stay friends with some of the other fans. Even then my circle of 'M2M friends' is so freakishly small as compared to Tom's. I think he knows many other fans if not all.

Tom taught me some Mandarin, or rather tested me on it. I passed with flying chopsticks. I picked up some Mandarin at work but I can't speak it to save my life. I'd have to dedicate at least ten years of my life to learn since it involves entirely new dimensions of written characters and sounds... just like the dreaded Arabic and Japanese that I learned pretty much for nothing now.

Took him on the train, North-South bound, and in approximately 50 minutes we pretty much saw all the buildings that can be seen here on the island.
Walking was so... terrible for me. Haha. Even in the heat I guess Tom was surprised that I was still not so used to it - having to hide in the shadows of traffic lights and all. Well I am indeed very used to the heat, I just don't like the highest, brightest sun.

I didn't think we'd have much to talk about but we kept talking all the time. Perhaps only because we had a day to spend before he had to go back to Hong Kong. And Tom is a strangely funny person to talk to... (o_O)... *eye twitches*

Anyway, we also walked around my neighbourhood, he seemed to like it which was worth me taking him around, haha (it better be).

And I still can't seem to forget the incident at Secret Recipe, Terminal 3, Changi Airport.
We ordered alphabet fries but we got zig-zag fries. We pointed it out - no idea why we did that because I don't give a damn what fries I eat so long as it's fries - and even after we asked for alphabet fries again we got star-fries instead. And when I wanted to take the rest of it home with me Tom asked for a box and the staff gave him forks!
*ROFLMAO*
Sorry Tom, I rubbed it in. I think the staff were just... confused people. But I think that was a good conclusion to our meeting.
Better yet, thanks for the Jack Skellington, Nightmare Before Christmas thingy.

Hope everything's okay with your flight back to Canada.
How about see you in Germany next time? :P
Lepastu boleh belajar cakap bahasa Melayu, ok?

Finally, I had a happy week save for the bad headache and cough that's keeping me up past midnight every other night.
And more surprises keep coming too...

I can take it all.

Today is the 13th and a Friday at that.
No horror movies tonight when there should be.

But there's Owl City tonight, in my ears, until I fall asleep.
And I will not be thinking of anything else.

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"Fireflies" - Owl City

Someone loves fireflies and he had told me of how they can be seen in summer and how beautiful they are. But I have never ever seen them with my own eyes so it's hard to believe that they exist.

I first heard this song on the radio on my way to work and it's dedicated to...
Michael ;)



You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

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Zee Avi

Listening to Zee Avi. Maybe someday I am going to get her album.
Her music is -almost- what I hoped Marit Larsen would sound like solo, and Zee Avi beats her to that. Not precisely vocal-wise (duh) but rather musically. It's not too different with the clever words and so-called sadness in a happy song, or faux American accent (but hey, no sweat). But I see that Zee does it and doesn't try too hard. Sweet, mature, yet subtle and most importantly: un-kitsch.

I find it interesting that unlike many other artists, Zee chooses to hide her face in videos whenever she can because she wants people to hear her first before seeing her. I can say that sometimes good music gets so bloody confused with good looks.

So this is "Just You and Me"




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And this is "Let Me In"



Bring me a lily, and one loaf of bread,
Take me home now,
And I can't forget any word that you said,
But they're gone now
Trying my best to keep up with your pace,
But you're too fast
Trying my best to get off of this fence for I won't last.

Maybe we can try to be better this time
Maybe we can try to be better this time

I'm just a sparkle of dust in his gigantic bowl now,
And I'm gone when only where the wind will take me,
Bring me down now,
But my smiles turn to tears and I'm facing my fears,
Can you see me?
Trying my best to reach out for your hand,
You wont let me,
I've done what i can,
You keep changing your plans,
Do you need me?

Maybe we can try to be better this time
Maybe we can try to be better this time

So let me in,
Let me in,
Let me in

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